CROSSING THE THRESHOLD

 

 

Based on the autobiographical manuscript,

Crossing The Threshold, by Sarah Skarrow

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Copyright 1996 by Maura Campbell

233 Crescent Road

Burlington, Vermont  05401

802/660-7906

e-mail ibsen3000@yahoo.com

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

CAST

 

Narrator

 

Sarah Skarrow, ages five to fifty, a dynamic woman with cerebral palsy.

 

Ringo, Sarah’s horse, funny, loving, protective, Sarah’s spiritual companion.

 

Richard, Sarah’s boyfriend and husband, an Italian American boy.

 

Mrs. Howell, Sarah’s mother, upper class, snobby, dictatorial, has difficulty feeling empathy for her children.

 

Mr. Howell, Sarah’s father, workaholic.

 

Dindy, Sarah’s older sister.

 

Murray, Sarah’s older brother.

 

Nanny/Lucy, a nanny and nurse who takes care of Sarah.

 

Miss Johndroe, not seen on stage, only a voice over.  The headmistress of Sarah’s school, sadistic and controlling.

 

Various characters, animal and human, who help and hinder Sarah during the journey described in this play.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

NOTE TO READER:

 

I was asked to write a play based on the life story of Sarah Skarrow who was born with cerebral palsy and grew up during a time when it was barely understood.  I have done my best to dramatize the incredible relationship that Sarah had with her horse, Ringo, who lived for more than thirty years.

 

The producers requested that the play be easy to produce and suitable for actors between the ages of 10 and 20.  Other than the license I took that gives human voices to the animals in this play, it is faithful to the events that Sarah describes in her memoir.

 

The play should move along without blackouts except where indicated.  Absolutely no intermission. 

 

Feel free to laugh- and to cry.  This story is about Sarah and Ringo; their journey is a gift and an example to us all.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

A high stool and four folding chairs face the audience.  The NARRATOR occupies the high stool.  Characters come on and off as the scenes demand.  All characters wear black, but costumes and props should be added to enhance or illustrate a character.  For example, the actor who plays NANNY, LUCY, and BARRIE might have a red heart attached somewhere visible since these characters have a connection in SARAH'S mind.  The director can be extremely playful in these scenes.  Two partitions can be placed on-stage behind and to the far sides of the row of chairs for the various chorus scenes. Use of spotlighting is effective throughout.

 

 

SCENE 1

 

                        NARRATOR 

Hi.  I'm Sarah Skarrow.  Actually, I'm not Sarah Skarrow, I'm only pretending to be Sarah Skarrow, my real name is--

 

                        MOTHER(Sharply)

          Sarah!

    

                        NARRATOR 

That's Sarah's mother, Mrs. Howell.  You know the Howell's from Gilligan's island?  The multi-trillionaires?  Well, they weren't quite that rich, but--

 

                        MOTHER 

          It's time for school.  We'll have no nonsense this morning.

 

                        NARRATOR 

Let's just say they, that is, we were in the economic upper class.  Social life was important to my parents, especially my mother.

 

                        DINDY 

          She's doing it again this morning, Mother!

 

                        NARRATOR 

          That's my sister Dindy, short for Delinda.

 

These next characters speak over one another; they are trying to get ready to catch the school bus.

 

                        DINDY 

          She makes us late to the bus every morning! 

 

                        MURRAY 

Shut up, Dindy, just shut up!  I can't find my jacket!

 

                        SARAH 

          I'm not going!

 

                        MOTHER 

          Nanny?  Where is she--?

 

                        NANNY 

          Right here, Mrs. Howell--

 

                        MOTHER 

Can you handle her?  Can you please handle her?  I've got the garden club coming over  in an hour--

 

                        MURRAY(To SARAH)

Get out of the way, would you? She plants herself right on the stairs where no one can even get by--

 

                        NARRATOR 

          That's my brother, Murray.

 

                        DINDY 

Your jacket is right where you threw it last night!

 

                        FATHER

          I'll be home late tonight, dear.

 

                        SARAH 

          Daddy!  Daddy, don't let them make me go!

 

                        FATHER

That's fine, Sarah, tell your kindergarten teacher I said hello.

 

                        NANNY 

Come on, Sarie, honey, your mother's getting one of her headaches.  Let me tie your shoes!

 

                        SARAH 

          No!

 

She begins to have a tantrum and starts screaming and kicking.

 

                        DINDY(Over SARAH)

          She can't tie her shoes and everyone picks on her.        So what?

 

                        MOTHER 

          Deal with her, Nanny, I can't.

 

                        MURRAY 

          I'm going out that door. I'm not waiting.

 

                        DINDY 

          Good bye!

 

                        NANNY 

          Come on, honey, Nanny will rock you.

 

NANNY begins to rock; SARAH is still struggling but begins to quiet a little.

 

That's my little lamb. Nanny's not going to let anyone hurt you, don't you know that by now?  Let's tie those shoes.  Land sake, you'll be home before you know it.  You'll be home in time to help me take a chocolate cake out of the oven.

 

                        SARAH 

          This boy trips me every morning on the bus! He sticks his foot out!

 

                        NANNY 

There, I put a big knot in your laces.  They won't come undone today.  Nanny fixed them.

 

                        NARRATOR 

Nanny fixed everything.  At night when muscle spasms kept me awake, she would rock me and sing to me until I could go back to sleep.  Music has always soothed me. 

 

                        NANNY 

God made you this way, Sarah.  Not your mother, not your father.  God.  Land sake, He didn't bring you this far to let you go now, did He?

 

                        SARAH 

          Would you have made me this way, Nanny?

 

                        NARRATOR 

She explained things to me.  Things no one else could explain.  Or would explain.

 

                        NANNY 

Now, do I look as smart as God?  He always has a purpose.  He'll let you know in good time.

 

                        NARRATOR 

We moved from Cleveland, Ohio when I was six to Stamford, Connecticut.  Let's see, that would have been in 1954.  Nanny came with us for awhile but then she moved back.

 

                        SARAH 

          Nanny!

 

                        NANNY 

          God has a plan for you, Sarah.

 

                        SARAH 

          NANNY!

 

                        NARRATOR 

My mother told me I screamed and cried and kicked and begged...

 

                        SARAH 

          Nanny... Mommy!

 

                        NARRATOR 

          But I don't remember any of it.

 

                        NANNY 

          Good-bye, little lamb.

 

SCENE 2

 

                        NARRATOR 

I never saw her again. (Pause, then with excitement.)  Oh, I forgot to tell you about Peanuts! He was my sister's pony and I learned to ride on him.

 

                        PEANUTS

          I was awfully cute!

 

                        NARRATOR 

Riding was easier for me than walking.   Both sides of my body have to work equally to keep me on the horse.

 

                        PEANUTS

          Hey!  I'm a pony and proud of it!

 

                        NARRATOR 

You see, my left side doesn't work quite as well as my right.  When I was little, before the operations, just crossing a threshold into a room might send me sprawling.  Of course, I didn't walk as early as other children.

 

                        DOCTOR

          Mr. and Mrs. Howell, we've arrived at a diagnosis.

                       

                        NARRATOR 

That was always the problem.  I didn't do things like other children.

 

                        DOCTOR

          Sarah has a condition.  A permanent condition.

 

                        NARRATOR 

My mother couldn't stand the fact that one of her children was less than perfect.  Of course, I know none of you has a mother like that.

 

                        DOCTOR

It's called cerebral palsy.  We think there may have been oxygen deprivation during labor.

 

                        NARRATOR 

Today the doctors admit they don't know what causes it.  That's progress!

 

                        DOCTOR

There's a specialist in New York we can refer you to.

 

                        MOTHER 

          But... but what am I supposed to do?

 

                        DOCTOR

          Do, Mrs. Howell?

 

                        MOTHER 

She has to walk, Doctor!  I can't have a child that doesn't walk.

 

                        DOCTOR

We don't have much experience with this sort of thing, Mrs. Howell. Sometimes leg braces help the process.

 

                        MOTHER 

          John, I don't think the doctor quite understands.

 

                        FATHER

          Um, see here, um, Doctor...

 

                        MOTHER

She's going to walk, do you understand?  I don't mean with crutches or those horrible braces.  She's going to stand up straight and walk.  Why... the Howell's have been walking for... generations!

 

                        DOCTOR

          Mrs. Howell, there's no need to get upset...

 

                        MOTHER 

I'm not getting upset.  I don't get upset. I just want to be perfectly clear.

 

                        NARRATOR 

There was no arguing with Mother.  She made up her mind that I was going to be normal.  And nothing, not God, not science, was going to stand in her way.

 

                        MOTHER 

She's just going to have to develop some self discipline.

 

                        FATHER

          Maybe we should see about that specialist, Jane.

 

                        MOTHER 

          I've got a bridge game at 2:00.  Take me home.

 

 

SCENE 3

 

              NARRATOR

          (Gets up and walks to center)

All right, here's the deal with cerebral palsy.  The brain gets damaged - somehow.  It affects your muscles, in my case my left side.  That's common, to have one side affected and the other not. But it can be worse.  My left eye is blind and my left side is partially paralyzed without much feeling. Just recently in fact, I was cutting vegetables--

 

                        TAYO

          Mom!  You're about to cut off your finger!

 

                        NARRATOR 

          I am?

 

                        TAYO

          And you tell me to be careful!

 

                        NARRATOR 

We won't talk about Tayo too much.  You know how teenagers are. 

                        TAYO

          Mom!  Enough!

 

                        NARRATOR(Sits back down)

Now, where was I? Peanuts died a few years after we moved to Connecticut.

 

                        PEANUTS

          Remember me?

 

                        NARRATOR 

          I really missed him a lot.

 

                        PEANUTS

I was the cutest pony anyone had ever seen.  Bright, intelligent...

 

                        NARRATOR 

The riding exercise really helped develop my left side.

 

                        PEANUTS

          Don't thank me.

 

                        NARRATOR 

          You were cute.

 

                        PEANUTS

          Thank you.

 

                        NARRATOR 

          Now shut up.

 

 

SCENE 4

 

                        NARRATOR   

I finally talked me parents into getting me a burro for my eighth birthday.  He came home in the back of my parent's station wagon.

 

JOE-JOE has a Mexican accent.

 

                        JOE-JOE

          Que pasa? Anything to eat?

 

                        NARRATOR 

Joe-Joe liked to eat everything.  Especially the hats we put on his head.

 

                        JOE-JOE

          Nice sombrero.  Any salsa?

 

                        NARRATOR 

          He wasn't much to ride.

 

                        JOE-JOE

          Ave Maria!  I was born to be free!

 

                        NARRATOR 

          But he loved television!

    

                        JOE-JOE(Knocks on chair)

          Mira!  Sarita!

 

                        SARAH

          Si?

 

                        JOE-JOE

          Open up.  Pronto!

 

                        SARAH 

          It's not locked. Come on in.

 

                        NARRATOR 

He just kind of strolled into the television room from the yard when he heard the TV going.  He loved westerns.

 

                        JOE-JOE

          Cowboys and banditos!  My favorite!

 

                        SARAH 

          Quiet! The Cisco Kid's about to walk into a trap!

 

                        JOE-JOE

          He's a mean looking gringo! 

 

He takes off his hat and takes a bite.

 

                        NARRATOR 

My parents gave him away, finally.  He was just too stubborn about being ridden.

 

                        JOE-JOE

          Carumba, I hope the food's better there.

 

                        NARRATOR 

My mother said he was just a source of frustration for me.

 

                        JOE-JOE

          Hasta luego, Sarita.

 

                        SARAH 

          But he's my friend!

 

SCENE 5

 

                        NARRATOR 

Now, I don't want to suggest that my mother was mean or anything.

 

                        EVERYONE

          How mean was she?

 

                        NARRATOR 

          One summer I had four teeth pulled.

 

                        EVERYONE

          Ouch!

 

                        NARRATOR 

          And I needed braces.

 

                        EVERYONE

          Upper and lower?

 

                        NARRATOR 

          Of course. 

 

                        ORTHODONTIST

Mrs. Howell, it'll be some weeks before her mouth is healed.

 

                        MOTHER 

Just as long as you put the braces on before next Saturday.

 

                        ORTHODONTIST

You don't seem to understand.  The braces would be extremely painful just now.  Because of her mouth.

 

                        MOTHER 

She's going to summer camp in Arizona, Doctor. It's all arranged.  She's getting on a plane on Saturday and the braces will be on her teeth.

 

                        ORTHODONTIST

Mrs. Howell, her mouth will be full of sores.  She won't be able to eat.

                        MOTHER 

          She'll be too busy to eat.

 

                        ORTHODONTIST

          I'm sorry, Mrs. Howell, I just can't do it.

 

                        MOTHER 

          I beg your pardon?

 

                        ORTHODONTIST

          I'd like to have a talk with your husband.

 

                        MOTHER 

My husband is away on business.  Perhaps I haven't made myself clear... 

 

                        NARRATOR 

Of course, I got the braces and the sores and all that went with it.

 

                        ORTHODONTIST

          What you're suggesting is downright cruel!

 

 

 

SCENE 6

 

                        NARRATOR 

Did I mention I was having trouble at school, too? Just before this last episode the private school I was attending invited me NOT to come back.

 

                        PRINCIPAL

Mrs. Howell, your daughter just is not college material.  Surely you know that by now.  Here at Pendleton Heights we have a standard to uphold.  I'm sure that there are plenty of other private schools that could better accommodate someone like Sarah.

 

                        NARRATOR 

          Want to make a bet?

 

                        MOTHER

          My daughter Delinda graduated from this school!

 

                        PRINCIPAL

And we are very glad to have her as an alumni.  I'm sure you understand, Mrs. Howell.  Perhaps a public school?

                       

                        MOTHER 

I would not allow a child of mine to go to public school!

    

                        NARRATOR 

Truth is public schools wouldn't take me because of my handicap.

 

                        PRINCIPAL

          Good day, Mrs. Howell.

 

                        MOTHER 

Good day!  I can't believe I have to put up with this.  Come along, Sarah.

 

                        SARAH

          Mother?  Will I always be this stupid?

 

                        EVERYONE

          You're not stupid, Sarah!

 

                        NARRATOR 

My Mother looked long and hard for another school. Finally she found one in Norton, Massachusetts called House in the Pines.

 

                        SARAH 

I won't go!  I won't!  Daddy, tell her!  I don't want to live in Massachusetts!  I don't want to leave home!  I can't!  I'm scared. Daddy!  Daddy?

 

She looks around;  FATHER is, of course, not there.

 

                        MOTHER 

You think I enjoy spending all my time begging boarding schools to take you?  I've seen your school records.  Try having your face rubbed in that!

 

                        SARAH 

          I'll try harder!

 

                        MOTHER

I'm going to lie down for an hour.  Can I have some peace for an hour, anyway? 

 

 

SCENE 7

 

                        NARRATOR 

The first night at the school was the worst in my life.  I was so homesick I spent most of the night crying, along with my room mate, Lynn.

 

SARAH and Lynn begin to wail. MISS JOHNDROE’S disembodied voice, a mixture of benevolence and  sadism, is heard from offstage.

 

                        MISS JOHNDROE(VOICE OVER)

Now, girls, that's enough of that.  You'll be all right.  You can call home (pause) in a month.

 

                        NARRATOR 

          The headmistress, Miss Johndroe.

 

The girls renew their wails with greater vigor.

 

                        LYNN

          I want to go home!

 

                        SARAH 

          Me, too!

 

                        MISS JOHNDROE(V.O.)

This is your home now.  You'll forget all about your troubles in a few days.  Time to grow up.  You're big girls now.

 

                        NARRATOR 

Maybe we were big, but not as big as Miss Johndroe.

 

                        MISS JOHNDROE(V.O.)

          I'm going to take good care of all of you.

 

                        NARRATOR 

She was the biggest woman I ever saw in my life.  I don't want to say she was fat or anything...

 

                        EVERYONE

          How fat was she?

 

                        NARRATOR 

Now, I was made fun of for years because I was different.

 

                        EVERYONE

          How fat was she?

 

                        NARRATOR

          Well, I can tell you.

                       

                        SARAH 

Mom! Can you hear me?  The connection's not very good.

 

                        MOTHER 

          I can hear you, Sarah.

 

                        SARAH 

Mom, I want to come home!  It's Mrs. Johndroe.  She scares me.

 

                        MOTHER 

          I can't hear you, Sarah.

 

                        SARAH 

She's moved my room next to hers.  I'm away from all the other girls!

 

                        FATHER

Is that you, Sarah?  I'm upstairs on the extension.

 

                        SARAH 

I have to go through her room to get to the hallway every morning and I don't like it.

 

                        FATHER

          Can you speak a little louder, honey?

 

                        SARAH 

She tells me every morning to come in and when I do...

 

                        MISS JOHNDROE(V.O.)

          The door's open, Sarah.  Come on in.

 

                        SARAH 

          She's naked!

 

                        MISS JOHNDROE(V.O.)

          See you at breakfast, dear.

 

                        EVERYONE

          So how fat was she?

 

                        NARRATOR 

          She looked like a Jello mold.  With breasts.

 

                        EVERYONE

          Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!

 

 

SCENE 8

 

                        NARRATOR 

I made it through the first year thanks to my roommate Lynn and the indoor riding ring at the school.  But I had to have an operation that summer in New York.  There was still very little known about CP.  My doctor's specialty was polio victims.

 

                        DOCTOR #2

          How are you, Sarah?

 

                        SARAH 

          Fine?

 

                        DOCTOR #2

That's good.  I want you to know there's nothing to be afraid of.  You're in good hands.

 

                        NARRATOR 

          He was just buttering me up.

 

                        DOCTOR #2

Sarah, let me explain what we're going to do for you. We're going to rebuild your ankle to keep it from rolling when you walk.  We'll need to insert a nail in your heel--

 

                        SARAH 

          A nail!

 

                        DOCTOR #2

          Oh, don't worry.  It's only temporary.

 

 

SCENE 9

 

                        NARRATOR 

When I woke up the spasms in my leg started.  Inside the cast.  The pain was excruciating.  I was on morphine for ten days.  One night was especially bad.

 

                        LUCY

          There, there, child, you're going to be all right.

 

                        SARAH 

          Nanny?

                       

                        LUCY

You've just had a bad dream and tried to get out of bed. 

 

                        SARAH 

          I don't... remember.  You remind me of someone.

 

                        LUCY

Lucy's going to stay right here while you sleep.  Did anyone ever tell you how pretty you are?  Just about the prettiest girl I ever did see.

 

                        SARAH 

          What did I do?

 

                        LUCY

Oh, you were thrashing around something fierce.  Like the devil had hold of you.  But you're all right now.  Lucy's here.

 

 

SCENE 10

 

                        NARRATOR 

Have you ever seen an epileptic fit?  It's like the devil has hold of you, just like Lucy said.  Except no one knew for quite a while what was the matter. Anyway, I went back to school after the summer with my leg in a cast.  Miss Johndroe continued to shower me with her "special attention", driving me around, escorting me to class. You can guess how that went over with the other kids.

 

                        FIRST GIRL

          Hey, Sarah!  Hey you, little weirdo!

 

                        SECOND GIRL

How about a hankie to wipe the brown off your nose?

 

                        SARAH(Halfheartedly)

          Why don't you guys just shut up!

 

The three girls laugh.

 

                        THIRD GIRL

Nice cast.  That'll keep you out of the riding ring, anyway!

 

                        FIRST GIRL

What does she need a horse for when she has Miss Johndroe?

 

                        SARAH(Spunkier)

          I said to shut up!

 

                        SECOND GIRL

          Wanna make me?

 

                        THIRD GIRL

          How about this? 

 

She stomps her foot down hard on the floor next to SARAH'S foot.  All the girls freeze and the lights go down on them.

 

 

SCENE 11

 

                        NARRATOR 

Ooh!  Stomped right down on my freshly operated foot!  Let's see, my leg was in a cast, I wasn't allowed to ride, I kept having epileptic seizures... Somehow that school year passed.

 

                        MISS JOHNDROE(V.O.)

Welcome back, Sarah.  Did you have a good summer? How does it feel to be a ninth grader?  I've had a nice, long talk with your mother.  You're going to ride twice a week this year.  We'll want to take it easy, though with your condition.  We thought Daisy would be the right horse for you.

 

                        DAISY

          And to think I was headed for the glue factory!

 

                        MISS JOHNDROE(V.O.)

          She's gentle.  We think she'll be perfect for you.

 

                        DAISY

Of course, I have a bit of a back problem.  Nothing serious, of course.  Not a sway, exactly, just a bit of a dip. Quite attractive, really.

 

                        MISS JOHNDROE(V.O.) 

She was quite something in her youth, they tell me.

 

                        DAISY

Now I don't like to trot.  All that bouncing about. A nice, leisurely walk.  After my nap, of course. (Yawns.)

 

 

SCENE 12

 

                        NARRATOR 

I remember the phone ringing in the dorm one day. It was my mother saying they had bought me a horse. Our vet, Dr. Barrett, met us at the farm where I saw him for the first time.

 

                        DR. BARRETT

Before we go in the barn, Jane, I want to talk to you about this stallion.

 

                        MOTHER 

          We've been all over this already. 

 

                        DR. BARRETT

He's underfed.  Under grown.  Hell, with the start he's had I can't guarantee he's even going to live.

 

RINGO enters and walks downstage left.

 

                        SARAH 

I'm going to take him back to school in the fall, Dr. Barrett!

 

                        DR. BARRETT

          Back to that snobby girls place?

 

                        MOTHER 

          Now, see here, Doctor...

 

                        DR. BARRETT

          It's full of air heads, wouldn't you say, Sarah? 

 

SARAH giggles.

 

                        DR. BARRETT

All right.  If you're determined. I'll do everything I can to help.  Sarah, come in and meet your new horse. Right over the threshold, watch your step.

 

 

SCENE 13

 

                        NARRATOR 

          I didn't miss a step.  Not that day.

 

SARAH and RINGO sit next to each other. They look at each other with a kind of wonder.

 

                        SARAH 

          Hi.

 

                        RINGO 

          Hi.

 

                        NARRATOR 

He was skinny.  His hips were sticking out.  There was a look of desperation in his face along with gentleness.

 

                        SARAH 

          You look like you need somebody to look after you.

 

                        RINGO 

          So do you.

 

                        NARRATOR

          There was manure caked to his stomach.

 

RINGO scratches his stomach with a smile. SARAH reaches out and touches his face.

 

                        SARAH 

          You're beautiful.  I need a name!

 

                        NARRATOR 

          It was 1963, the year of John F. Kennedy...

 

                        SARAH 

          Something special to both of us.

 

                        NARRATOR 

There was a new British rock group that I was crazy about.

 

                        EVERYONE

          She loves you, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeaaaaaaaaaaaah!

 

                        SARAH 

          Oh, the Beatles!  I just love the Beatles!

 

                        NARRATOR 

You know, the day I first met my horse, all I could think of was...

 

                        EVERYONE

I want to hold your hand, I want to hold your hand!

 

                        SARAH 

I just love Paul!  He is the cutest thing!  But you don't look like a Paul.

 

                        RINGO 

          Thank you!

 

                        SARAH 

Of course, John is so intelligent.  But John, hmm. I don't know.  It's so confusing!

 

                        EVERYONE

We all live in a yellow submarine, a yellow submarine, a yellow--

 

                        NARRATOR 

          That song didn't come out till later. 

 

                        EVERYONE(VARIOUSLY)

          Oh.  Really? Oh, yeah.  That's right, etc.

 

                        SARAH 

George.  I like George.  It's not a bad name for a horse, but...

 

A triumphant look comes over SARAH'S face.  RINGO begins to look worried.

 

                        EVERYONE

          RINGO!

 

                        RINGO 

Ringo.  Ringo!  I like it!  It has a certain... ring to it.

 

                        EVERYONE Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!

 

SCENE 14

 

                        NARRATOR 

We didn't bring Ringo home right away.  He stayed on that farm and it was right across the river from my parent's home.  I was trying to scrape manure off Ringo's stomach--

 

                        RINGO 

          I feel goooooooooooood!

                       

                        NARRATOR 

          When something caught my eye.  Or rather, someone.

 

                        SARAH 

          Psst!  Leslie!  Do you see what I see?

 

                        LESLIE

          What a hunk!

 

                        SARAH 

          Look at that chest!

 

Carter begins to "puff up" .

 

                        LESLIE

          He's like a god!

 

                        SARAH 

          That blond hair...

 

                        LESLIE

          That tan...

 

                        SARAH and LESLIE

          The bronze god!

 

                        CARTER

Hi, ladies.  The name's Carter.  (To SARAH.) You the one that bought the stallion? He don't look like much, does he?

 

                        RINGO(To CARTER)

          Yeah, but I'll still have my hair when I'm thirty.

 

                        CARTER

Sarah, is it? A bunch of us are going on a hay ride later.  Want to come?

 

                        SARAH 

          Do I!

 

SARAH looks at CARTER a moment and then faints with a sigh in her chair. RINGO rolls his eyes.  LESLIE looks on with ecstasy.

 

 

SCENE 15

 

                        NARRATOR 

That was the best summer of my life.  Every day Ringo and I walked on the beach.  The vet said it would help his legs get strong and it was great physical therapy for me, too.  And I finally had a friend.  Someone special just for me. I would jump on him bareback with just a halter and lead rope and off we'd go; the wind in our faces and not a care in the world.

 

                        RINGO 

          Want to go for a swim?

 

                        SARAH 

          Yes!

 

                        NARRATOR 

And we went in the water together, that day and every day that glorious summer. 

 

                        RINGO 

I have been waiting all of my life for you.  I was afraid that all you'd see was how skinny I was.

 

                        SARAH 

          I thought you'd notice how I limped.

 

                        RINGO 

          I was alone. Dying, I think.

 

                        SARAH 

          I had run out of hope.

 

                        RINGO 

          But you looked at me and saw...

 

                        TOGETHER

          Perfection.

 

 

SCENE 16

 

                        NARRATOR 

          Speaking of perfection, there was still Carter.

 

                        RINGO 

          Oh, him.  He won't last.

 

                        NARRATOR 

          And he didn't.

 

                        LESLIE

          What the matter, Sarah?

 

                        SARAH(Crying)

Oh, Leslie!  Carter asked for his ID bracelet back!

 

                        LESLIE

          He didn't!

 

                        SARAH 

Last night.  He walked me to the door and just like that!

 

                        LESLIE

          That pig!

 

                        SARAH 

          How could he do this?

 

                        LESLIE

Men, they're all alike! Build you up and then let you down! You don't, uh, happen to know where he is?  Right now?

 

 

SCENE 17

 

                        NARRATOR 

So much for the bronze god.  I still had Ringo. While he was at Carter's farm, people were always trying to tell me what to do with him.  I knew what to do with him.  We understood each other.  Always. From the very first moment.

 

                        WOMAN

Sarah, I don't think you're quite exercising that horse properly.  He's looking a little peaked, don't you see?

 

                        SARAH 

          He looks great.

 

                        WOMAN

          Now about his feed...

 

                        RINGO 

          Lay off her, lady.

                        WOMAN

Let me see how you mix it.  I think you might be giving him too much oats.  Too much of a good thing, you know...

 

                        RINGO 

          I don't usually warn people twice.

 

                        SARAH 

I know what's good for my horse.  Now if you'll excuse me...

 

                        WOMAN

I don't think you're quite getting my point, Sarah.

 

                        RINGO 

          Read my lips, lady.

    

RINGO lunges at her and the lights go to black.

 

                        NARRATOR 

Well, she read his lips; unfortunately, they took off a small part of her chest.

                  

                        SARAH 

          Ringo!

 

                        RINGO 

          She had it coming.

 

 

SCENE 18

 

                        NARRATOR 

Nobody bothered us after that.  We had to get ready to get back to school.  It was almost September.  There was one thing remaining to be done.

 

                        SARAH 

          Ringo, I have to talk to you.

 

                        RINGO 

          What is it?

 

                        SARAH 

          I've told you about my operations.

 

                        RINGO 

          Yeah, they were terrible.

 

                        SARAH 

          Not all operations are terrible.

 

                        RINGO 

          That's good to hear.

 

                        SARAH 

And no operation should be performed unless it's absolutely necessary.

 

                        RINGO

          I agree. 

 

                        SARAH 

          What I'm trying to say...

 

                        RINGO 

I know what you're trying to say.  Don't worry.  I'll be all right.

 

                        SARAH 

          You will?

 

                        RINGO 

Yeah.  How long will you be gone.  A week, two weeks, tops?

 

                        SARAH 

          I'm not going anywhere, Ringo.

 

                        RINGO 

          You mean... you're not going to have an operation?

 

                        SARAH 

          No. I'm not.  Ringo, listen. 

 

She whispers something in his ear.

 

                        RINGO 

          What are you crazy?

 

                        SARAH 

Ringo, we have to do it!  It's the only way they'll let me take you to school!

 

                        RINGO 

I was born with all these body parts and I'm going out with them!

                       

                        SARAH 

Be reasonable!  If you don't have the operation, I mean, even if I could take you with me to school...

 

                        RINGO 

          What?  What?

 

                        SARAH 

We would grow apart.  You'd be too aggressive.  Ringo, they've explained things to me.

 

                        RINGO 

          So glad you're feeling good about everything!

 

                        SARAH 

          Ringo.  It's because... I love you.

 

                        RINGO(Pause)

          I love you, too.

 

                        NARRATOR 

          Ringo survived.

 

                        RINGO 

          Easy for you to say!

 

 

SCENE 19

 

                        NARRATOR 

And we arrived at House In The Pines together.  A small crowd gathered to see the newcomer.

 

                        ONE OF THE CROWD

          Oh, he's cute!

 

They are all gathered around RINGO, patting and petting him.

 

                        RINGO 

          You should have seen me before the operation!

 

                        NARRATOR 

Things went well for me that year.  Ringo made the drill team. My classmates were amazed to see how well I could ride.  Ringo was developing into a beautiful Morgan horse.  

 

                        RINGO

          Thank you.

                        NARRATOR 

He was possessive of me.  When other people were around him he put his ears back.  It was kind of a bad habit of his, really, when you think of it.

 

RINGO shrugs off the girls' attentions.

 

                        RINGO 

          So I have high standards, so sue me.

 

 

SCENE 20

 

                        NARRATOR(Confidingly)

He really was beautiful. (Pause.) I had to see the doctor again.  My toes began curling under when I walked. It couldn't wait until the end of the school year.

 

                        RINGO 

          Your turn to have an operation.

 

                        NARRATOR 

I cried all the way to the hospital from Connecticut.  The pain I had ahead of me!  I had to share a room with three other girls.

 

The three girls come out one by one.

 

                        KATHY(Very friendly)

          Hi!  I'm Kathy!

 

                        NARRATOR 

They either had polio or curvature of the spine. I was the only one with CP.

 

                        KATHY

          What's your name?

 

                        NARRATOR 

One girl's back was twisted to the point where standing up straight was impossible.

 

                        ELIZABETH

          I'm Elizabeth.  Do you like the Beatles?

 

                        SARAH 

          Do I!

 

                        BERNICE(Fluffing her hair)

Hey, do you think while they're working on my legs, they might do something about my hair?

 

                        ELIZABETH

Oh, Bernice, you and your hair.  I put in for a nose job!

 

                        SARAH 

Your nose is all right.  Why, you have a beautiful nose!

 

                        KATHY

I'd like to look like you.  Where did you ever get that dark skin and straight black hair?  Are you Italian?

 

                        SARAH 

          Italian?  Please, my mother would die!

 

                        NARRATOR 

Kathy was lying in bed.  Her legs were completely without muscle and were covered with several angry scars.

 

                        KATHY

          So, what are we going to do for fun tonight?

 

                        BERNICE

Want to see a movie?  I think it one of those Elvis pictures.

 

                        KATHY

          Oh, please, Elvis!

 

                        ELIZABETH

          And what's wrong with Elvis?

 

                        KATHY

          I thought you liked the Beatles?

 

                        ELIZABETH

          I like to keep them all on a string.

 

                        SARAH 

          You guys are too much!

 

The girls all laugh.

 

                        SARAH 

I don't know if I can go tonight.  I'm being operated on in the morning.

 

                        KATHY

          So am I!  I hoping to walk again soon.

 

                        SARAH 

          Oh.  How long... has it been?

 

                        KATHY

          I got polio when I was six. Ten years.

 

                        BERNICE

          You're only fifteen, it's been nine years!

 

                        KATHY

          I decided to become sweet sixteen a year early.

 

                        ELIZABETH

          Let's put on a record!

 

                        BERNICE

No rock and roll on the floor, we got in trouble last time.

 

                        ELIZABETH

          Something even better.

 

The chorus hum a few bars of a Strauss waltz.  The girls smile and close their eyes to the music.

 

                        ELIZABETH(To KATHY)

          Madame, may I have this dance?

 

                        KATHY

          Charmed, I'm sure.

 

The music continues softly over the NARRATOR'S next speech and then ends.

 

                        NARRATOR 

Kathy was there when I woke up the next day after surgery, holding my hand and playing that music. 

 

                        KATHY

          The music helps the pain go away.

 

                        NARRATOR 

Of course, she would never walk again.  We all knew.  Kathy - and all of the girls - gave me something bigger and better than any pair of legs or eyes or hands I might have wished for.  They gave me hope and self respect.  For the first time I was with kids that were like me.  For a short time I was not alone.

 

 

SCENE 21

 

Pause and then.

 

                        RINGO 

          It's about time you got back.

 

                        SARAH 

          Sorry, Ringo.  I had that operation.  Remember?

 

                        RINGO 

          How did it go?

 

                        SARAH 

I'm in another cast.  I won't be able to ride for awhile.

 

                        RINGO 

          I asked you how it went.  You okay, kid?

 

                        SARAH 

          Oh, Ringo.

 

                        RINGO 

Just put your head on my shoulder.  I'm always here.

 

 

SCENE 22

 

                        NARRATOR 

Miss Johndroe insisted on driving me around in her car because of the cast.  Once again, it didn't help me win any popularity contests.

 

                        FIRST GIRL

          Grab her!  Hold her down!

 

                        SARAH 

Hey! Stop it!  You're going to really hurt me!  Stop it! 

                       

                        SECOND GIRL

Let's see how many pencils we can get inside her cast!

 

                        SARAH 

Why are you doing this!  What did I ever do to you!

 

                        FIRST GIRL

          Hey, she bit me!  The little snot bit me!

 

                        THIRD GIRL

          Oh, yeah, how does that feel Miss Goody Two-Shoes?

 

                        NARRATOR 

          I've had about enough of this.

 

                        SECOND GIRL

          We could knock her teeth out. Give me that shoe!

 

                        NARRATOR(Stands up)

That's it.  ALL RIGHT, LISTEN YOU MORONS!  THAT'S RIGHT, I'M TALKING TO YOU!  YOU EVER, EVER COME NEAR HER AGAIN I'LL HANG YOU BY YOUR OWN INTESTINES!  DO I MAKE MYSELF CLEAR?

 

                        THE THREE GIRLS

          Um, yes, etc.

 

                        NARRATOR 

          I can't hear you!

 

                        THE THREE GIRLS

          YES!

 

                        NARRATOR

Now, was that so hard?  Couldn't somebody have done that for me just once?

 

                        MOTHER 

          Sarah, your father and I have been talking.

 

SARAH starts to answer but is cut off by the NARRATOR.

 

                        NARRATOR(Still angry)

          What do you want, a medal?

 

                        MOTHER 

We thought when we got the horse you might be happier.

                       

                        NARRATOR 

Oh, yeah, well, try living someplace where the kids torture you every day.  Try having to deal with Jabba the Hut morning, noon and night!

 

                        SARAH 

          Sarah...

                  

                        NARRATOR

          Is there a sign on my back that says abuse me? 

 

                        MOTHER 

          Sarah, there are some people we want you to meet.

 

                        NARRATOR(Out of control)

I don't want to meet any people!  I've had enough of people!  Ringo, where's Ringo!

 

                        RINGO 

          I'm here, kid.

 

                        SARAH

          Let me take over now, Sarah.

 

                        NARRATOR 

          I can't see him!  Where is he?

 

              SARAH(Standing over the NARRATOR) 

You're going to be all right.  We'll get through this together.

 

                        NARRATOR

I thought I could do this.  I really thought I could do this. All right, I'm all right.

 

                        SARAH 

          You don't have to do this alone.

 

                        NARRATOR 

          The worst is yet to come.  Isn't it?

 

                        SARAH 

          I'm right here.

 

                        RINGO 

          So am I.

 

                        KATHY

Music makes the pain go away, Sarah.  It always worked for me.

 

                        JOE-JOE

          Hey, Sarita.  Remember this? 

 

He takes his hat off and takes a bite.

 

                        NANNY 

God has a purpose for you, Sarah.  Land sake, how many times did I tell you that?  Do you think He brought you this far to let you go now?

 

                        NARRATOR 

          Why are you all ganging up on me?

 

                        EVERYONE

          Because we love you.

 

                        MOTHER 

          I love you, too, Sarah.

 

                        NARRATOR 

Mother never said that, did she? (Looking at RINGO.) Did she?

 

                        RINGO 

          She brought us together, kid, don't forget that.

 

                        NARRATOR

(EVERYONE is looking anxiously at the NARRATOR.) 

I'm all right.  All right?  Can we get on with this now?

 

                        SARAH 

          If you're sure.

 

                        NARRATOR 

          You want to be the Narrator?

 

                        SARAH 

          No.

 

                        NARRATOR 

I'm entitled to a little temper after all this, don't you think?

 

                        MOTHER 

          Your father and I have been talking.

 

SARAH and NARRATOR exchange a look.  The NARRATOR shrugs.

 

 

SCENE 23

 

                        SARAH 

          Yes, Mother.

 

                        MOTHER 

We're going to Vermont.  That is, we're taking you to Vermont.

 

                        EVERYONE

          Where's Vermont?

 

                        SARAH 

          What?

 

                        MOTHER 

There's a boarding school there in Woodstock.  I've talked to them. They might be willing to take you.

 

                        SARAH 

          You're kidding.

 

                        MOTHER 

          We'll be there in three hours.

 

                        SARAH 

          I thought we were going home.  I thought--

 

                        MOTHER 

          It's all arranged.

 

                        SARAH 

          I don't want to go to Vermont!  I want to go home!        Please, Mother.(Panicked.) What about Ringo?

 

                        MOTHER 

          They have a stable.

 

                        SARAH  

I've been away from home for five years!  Can't I at least--

 

                        MOTHER 

          You know I like it quiet when I'm driving.

 

MOTHER reaches over and awkwardly pats SARAH on the arm. 

 

                        NARRATOR 

Woodstock Country School.  1965.  The first thing I saw was some boy with shoulder length hair wearing jeans with gaping holes in the knees.

 

                        BOY

(Takes a drag on an imaginary joint and offering it)

          Hey man, want a toke?

 

                        NARRATOR 

          This was not House In The Pines.

    

                        BAILEY

              (To SARAH, extending his hand)

Hi, I'm David Bailey.  I'm the headmaster.  Welcome to Vermont.

 

                        SARAH(Looking for her MOTHER)

          Mother?

 

                        BAILEY

This is the main building.  Do you like it? It used to be a stable.  Your mother tells me you have a horse.

 

                        NARRATOR 

          I thought everybody had lost their minds!

 

                        MOTHER 

          We do have one little problem, Mr. Bailey.

 

                        BAILEY

          Please, call me David.

 

                        MOTHER 

Mr. Bailey, it seems as though Miss Johndroe has burned Sarah's school records. 

 

                        BAILEY

          She what?

 

                        MOTHER 

Will that affect you accepting Sarah? (She speaks hurriedly and with pain and embarrassment.)  I've tried to do the right thing, you must understand that, Mr. Bailey.  Sarah was, well, there were things we just didn't know, her father and I.  We've always done the best for her, haven't we, Sarah?  That... Mrs. Johndroe, I..., well..., it was the best school available, the only school.  There were just some things that... well.  You understand, Mr. Bailey. 

 

BAILEY looks at MOTHER for a moment, then at SARAH.  He gets up and kneels down in front of SARAH.

 

                        BAILEY(SARAH does not look at him)

Sarah, your mother has already told me about House In The Pines.

 

                        MOTHER 

          We've always done the best for her.

 

                        BAILEY

Miss Johndroe is sick but what she has done is unforgivable.  None of this is your fault.  You need to know that. 

 

SARAH looks at him for the first time.

 

                        BAILEY

I hear your horse is named Ringo.  He's a Morgan? Then he's a Vermont horse, isn't he?  We're going to give him the best stall in the barn.

 

                        RINGO 

          I think I'm going to like it here!

 

 

SCENE 24

 

                        NARRATOR 

I spent the next two years at the Woodstock Country School and they were the best years of my life so far.  The teachers and administration were mostly concerned about repairing the emotional damage that had been done to me.  One teacher, John Pierce, took it upon himself to get me to talk.

 

                        PIERCE

What distinguishes human beings from lesser life forms is the size of their brains.  For example (he looks furtively at SARAH) horses are one of the stupider mammals on the planet. (SARAH looks at him sharply; he continues as if he doesn't notice.)  In fact they're so stupid...

 

                        EVERYONE

          How stupid are they?

 

                        SARAH(Blurts out)

Horses are smarter than some people I know! I have a horse like that!

 

                        PIERCE

(Comes over and puts his arm around SARAH)

I knew you were in there somewhere.  Don't be afraid - you are safe here.

 

                        RINGO 

          Hey, Sarah!  Look at that!

 

                        SARAH 

          What?  What do you see?

 

                        RINGO 

I see... (both are looking out above the audience) the most beautiful mountains in the whole world!

 

SARAH nods softly; the moment lasts a little longer and then done.

 

SCENE 25

 

                        NARRATOR

We moved back to Rhode Island after that.  I realize now I was sheltered by being away from home. My brother tried to kill himself one day.  My one regret is that I didn't know him better.

 

                        DINDY 

          Mother!  There's something wrong with Murray.

 

                        MOTHER 

          Dindy, I've got a million things to do right now.

 

                        DINDY 

But Mother!  He's in the bathroom!  I think... he might have done something.  Mother!  Are you listening!  There's blood... and he's... I think he's dead!

 

                        MOTHER(Long pause)

          Your father will be home in an hour.

 

                        DINDY 

          Mother!

 

                        MOTHER 

          One does what one can, Dindy. 

 

                        DINDY 

          He's... he's up there!  Mother!  Please!

 

DINDY looks around wildly a moment and then exits.

 

                        NARRATOR 

Murray and Dindy were always close.  Later, they moved to Vermont where Murray and Dindy's husband founded Vermont Castings. 

 

                        MOTHER 

Call an ambulance.  The phone's there in the study.  There are some things... I must lie down, I get so tired.

 

                        NARRATOR

Murray lived.  But he died of a brain tumor at the age of thirty-seven.  Dindy and I talk about him. It helps.

 

                        MOTHER 

          You see about it, dear.  I need a little nap.

 

She reaches out her hand to touch DINDY and her hand falls on empty space.

 

 

SCENE 26

 

                        NARRATOR 

I came home the summer before my senior year in high school.  That's when I met Richard!

 

                        RICHARD 

          Hi.

 

                        SARAH 

          Hi!

 

                        NARRATOR 

          Was he cute!

 

                        RICHARD 

So, what do you say, want to come cruising with me and my friends?

 

                        SARAH 

          Cruising?

 

                        RICHARD 

Maybe listen to a little music on the radio... in the moonlight?

 

                        SARAH 

          Moonlight?

 

                        RICHARD 

There's going to be a full moon tonight.  Bella luna. That's what I see when I look in your eyes. Bella luna.

 

                        NARRATOR 

          Of course, he was Italian.

 

                        RICHARD 

          So,  where do you live?

 

                        NARRATOR 

          And his mother was a hairdresser.

 

                        RICHARD 

Watch Hill, huh? (Whistles.)  Nice houses up there. So what do you think, moon eyes?  Want to go for a ride?

 

SARAH’S MOTHER enters.

 

                        SARAH 

Mother!  I'm going to go out with him and that's that!

 

                        MOTHER 

You will not bring that grease monkey in this house!

 

                        SARAH

          He's a mechanic!

 

                        MOTHER 

          I will not have him dirtying the carpet!

 

                        SARAH 

Fine!  We'll sit out on the rock in the yard. Then when all your fancy friends come over we can spray them with oil cans!

 

                        NARRATOR 

Mother did end up liking him before she died.  Who could resist Richard?

 

                        RINGO(To RICHARD)

          Touch her and you die.

 

                        NARRATOR 

Tackling Mother was a piece of cake compared to Ringo.

 

                        SARAH 

          Richard, this is Ringo, Ringo meet Richard!

 

                        RINGO 

          Are you getting my drift?

 

                        RICHARD 

          Nice horse.

 

                        NARRATOR 

I think the reason I liked Richard was that he was so much like Ringo.

 

                        RINGO 

          Oh, please!

 

                        SARAH(To RICHARD)

          Ringo's the best friend I've ever had.

 

                        RICHARD 

          Oh, yeah?  Well, now you've got me.

 

                        RINGO 

I can see this bozo doesn't learn very fast.  Read my lips--

 

                        SARAH 

Would you like to ride him, Richard?  I'm sure Ringo would love it!

 

                        RINGO(Rubbing hands together)

          Boy, would I!

 

                        SARAH 

          You'll be nice, won't you Ringo?

 

                        RINGO 

Climb on, old Richie boy.  Let's you and me go for a ride!

 

                        RICHARD 

I don't know, Sarah.  I'm not much of a horseback rider.

 

                        SARAH 

          But Richard, Ringo's so important to me!

 

                        RINGO 

          Say yes!

 

                        RICHARD 

          Maybe another time.  Okay, Moon Eyes?

 

                        SARAH 

          Oh, Richard.

 

                        RINGO 

          Rats!

 

                        NARRATOR 

          I won't say Ringo ever accepted Richard...

 

                        RINGO 

I tolerated him, okay?  What do you want, I'm a horse. I've got feelings.

 

 

SCENE 27

 

                        NARRATOR 

I went back to the Woodstock Country School for my final year in high school.  Richard came up every weekend to see me.

 

                        MOTHER 

Sarah, I want to talk to you about this Richard person!

 

                        NARRATOR 

          My mother won almost every battle we ever had.

 

                        MOTHER 

I will not allow this infatuation to continue any longer!

 

                        NARRATOR 

But she didn't win this one.  Not that she didn't have more tricks up her sleeve.

 

                        MOTHER 

Sarah, now that you've graduated from high school - thank heaven - we've got a have a little talk.

 

                        SARAH 

          Yes, Mother.

 

                        MOTHER 

You're pretty, no one can deny that. You have a certain... something. Of course, it comes from my side of the family.  All the Williams' women were beauties.

 

                        SARAH 

          Yes, Mother.

 

                        MOTHER 

I've decided you're going to modeling school.  In London.

 

                        SARAH 

          What?

 

                        MOTHER 

You leave in a week.  We have some friends you'll be staying with while your in classes.  It's all arranged.

 

                        SARAH 

You must be nuts!  I'm not leaving Richard and Ringo.

 

                        MOTHER 

It's a one-way ticket.  When you've proved yourself, you can come home. 

 

                        SARAH 

I don't care what you say.  I'm not going and you can't make me!

 

                        MOTHER 

What part of this conversation is difficult for you to understand?  Girls don't finish prep school and settle down with mechanics.  You have an obligation to us, Sarah.  There will be no more discussion.

 

                        SARAH 

Mother, how am I going to walk down a runway, I can't even enter a room without tripping over a threshold!

 

                        MOTHER 

You can be a photographer's model.  At least you've got looks.

 

                        SARAH 

          I don't want to be a model!

 

                        MOTHER